its that time again

if youre payin  any atention to me or this youre probly thinkin time for what andrew  and that would be  absolutley nothin i have not really anything to say

i changed my back ground for the first time in like a year id like to say sup too all my homies at college i miss yall

id also like to say wait i forgot what i was gonna say oh well  timecop is a good movie um i viseted stumpy and q balls mom today to see how shes doin i talked to hope and she know she wants me lol italked to xena and shes still crazy and yaeh idkk what else i did  i watched boy meets world thats a good show i read the wikipedia entry on the hulk who knew he sufferd from mulltiply personality dissorder not me mabey he should write a book like that one lady i hafta keep reminding my self comic books arent real

tho if they were kitty pryde would have my dick all up her ass  me askin her on a date

i guess i got somthin for them sexy jewish girls

ok so peace out

wtf

ok i know i havent done this in whil you know just ramled but im gonna i went to stumpy and q balls today and hung with them for a while then came home and went to rachels and hung there for a while and then i came home

and i wanna know why theres only crap on tv late at nite like elimidate dose anyone like that show ? if you do you are totally devoid of brain cells cuz thats the most assinine thing ive ever watched  and i watched breaking bonduce ok !!  and why is wesly snipes huakin exercise equpiment dosent he have another random action movie where he hits thigns to make . and omg i heard somthing i never ever wanted to hear" I PITTY DA FOOL WHO DOSENT EXCEPT JESUS CHRIST AS THEIR SAVIOR!!!!!"

yes MR. T on tbn talkin bout jesus

and omg shin chan is a rediculiosuly funny show 

and i smoke way to much

happy brf day jami and ben and other ppl whos birthdays it is

and omg i feall like i just licked 20 stamps my mouth is so dry

oh and color me bad is horrible

and turtles dont look like the virgin mary

and nones gonna uderstand that unless you watched the 5:30 news on chanle 4 which noone did cuz yall sleep at regular hours like normal ppl

and

"peace my brother five fingers YOUR MOTHER"

on saturday night the world lost one of its nicst funniest ppl jay grove was one of my first true friends if it wasnt for jay i never would have met jeff or ben or anthony and never would have loosened up and became the person i am today.jay also was the first person to try and  seriously convince me there was a god and as much as for somereason i didnt want to mabey becuse i was scared  he made me belevie not in christianity or any thing but he did make belive in a god .i just keep thinkin of what jay told me when he was the first of my friends i told that my grandma had passed. he said shes with god now in a better place and i know  its hard to belevie but i know taht jays there too he would want us all to belevie and so would jeff  he also wouldnt want us to cry for him its ok to cry becuase we miss him but dont cry for him becuse hes much lucker than us and jay i hope ill see you again one day man ill always love you and miss you

r.i.p.

so its like four a.m. and  damn i havent updated this ina long ass time but i was just sittin here thinkin about all this shit goin thru my head and decided that cancer is gods way of lookin at the sweetest nicest ppl in our lives and tellin them im god heres some more stress for ya and i would just like ta say thats bullshit and to the ppl im talkin about id like ta say youre both gonna make it and i know idont say this much  but i love you both and apreciate every thing you do for me one of you reads this one of you dont it dont mater i just want it out there yall are strong ladies and im prayin for ya

so ive kinda been feallin like this and i know every one of yall that reads this probly has once so here

Last night was bad my doubts were all
I really had realizing I was alone and
trying to think of someone to phone
but no one came to mind there was nothing
for me to say that just anyone would understand
I was scared and afraid I was
so alone we're neurotic we've had it!
surround myself with people but I'm
always alone human props small talk keeps
silence from imposing my own mind my
worst enemy it will destroy me slowly
more coffee more coffee more coffee I'm
going numb we're neurotic we've had it
it's hard for me to explain it's hard
to explain it's hard to understand
all the fear and phobia that lays inside
and traps this man when I'm surrounded I wanna
scream and kick down the walls
destroy what hold me I wanna smash it
all we're neurotic we've had it